that meant quite alot to me, so thanks...

aniwae.
im so jaded about sch that im a lil worried im gonna start becoming antisocial...
sigh... so many things that have happened so quickly they're threatening to engulf me.

and my world kinda collapsed when you said that to me.
im so gonna miss you. you whom i never really gotten to know beyond this.
and you're walking out of my life just like that.
oh god... i feel like crying.
shit, i hate you for doing this, though i wont have it any other way.
and the only one with something a semblance of personality in this rigid environment is gone.
i cant believe im not gonna be seeing you arnd sch again, calling you a poseur and all.
i think im gonna end up not talking for the rest of the week.

cascading avalanche. now i'd know how that feels...
and i do respect your seeking freedom elsewhere...
its just that. i dont know.
call it fondness, whatever. you're just so easy going, so damn transparent.
so there goes another potential frenship.
please then, go away, and dont ever come back.
then at least we dont have to face the awkwardness of having nothing to say.